If you have a Virgo Rising, this is for you.

Let me tell you, my life since 2/13/2026 has dramatically changed. I correlated finally what transit this is under, and Saturn went into the sign of Aries on that exact day. Aries for me (and all Virgo risings) rules the 8th house, which is the house of transformation, taboo, inheritance, and death. I dont want to trauma dump on you right now, but this new information for me on transit placement has now become a compass that I want to share with you. Everything that I have learned and worked for the past 7 years of recovery has subconsciously changed, no crumbled beneath my feet at my own demise. I was in such a victim state since February due to not accepting that I was living the way other people told me. Every day, waking up wondering and hoping when it was gonna change or waiting for another life-altering event to happen. Well, now the waiting for it to end has turned to accepting things change because this transit is 2.5 years. WTF! This transit is teaching all Virgo risings a resilient lesson that earthly school books can’t teach. Be careful what you ask for, nothing is permanent, and we never truly are alone.

Be careful what you ask for – I asked for a time when I can sit and write a blog. I’ve dreamed of this for at least 5 years, even written it down in manifestation journals elaborately how my blog station would look and feel. Yet here I have been given this time for MONTHS, and focus on lack of finances, lack of relationships, lack of friendships….lack lack lack. I envisioned myself writing on a beach in a house with open windows, hearing the ocean waves, and some spanish lover waiting in the sheets. Not in the desert, mooching off my dad’s internet, complaining about not having a job. Yet I digress. I have never been abundant with time. How can I ask for this specific thing, the core to this manifestation and when it arrives I reject it because its not wrapped in the exact wrapping paper I picture it to be in? Crazy. The gods must think Im mad. My experience with time before this transit was chaotic, I was always rushing to go to a 12-step meeting ( feeling guilty if I didn’t go for months, then would give up), attend school ( had to be an honor roll student so everything came second even family), outperform at work ( show up early then burn out and regret my coworkers)….then it became JUST work. and JUSt School. Work became my identity even now when I dont have a job, Who am I without a Job?? Virgo risings are the most adamant about advocating for themselves. Yet, who stands in the way of them the most but themselves when they finally get what they want? As of right now, I never want to go back to a day where I wake up, and regret were Im gonna be 8-12 hours of the day, unless it’s worth what I am delivering on my terms, not society. The same goes for my Recovery, im not gonna go sit in a meeting where I dont feel like I can recieve and give a solution to the problems I am facing today. How does this transformation of illusion apply? Well Im taking a closer look at my codependency. A lot of my decisions through abstience were made off codependent behavior with work, family, people pleasing or trying to control outcomes. I have no business with any of these anymore. I only want to focus my thoughts on finding a way to be of service to others and witnessing miracles to affirm im in alignment. This blog space is going to be a documentation of that, because I clearly have the time.

Nothing is permanent- This could be a joyous Viking yell of victory or a soulful cry from the underworld. I have experienced both. My body is so used to accepting the lens of lack that im missing the lessons of this transit. Stop and smell the roses, and beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Im not gonna lie, its disheartening to make plans and they fall through, or to continue to expect bad things to happen after the worst imaginal things take place. And it’s easy to forget that energy is this constant wave rippling around us. Nothing is permanent; everything is always moving through creation. I have manifested the current reality I am in, even before my soul arrived here, so I can learn how to observe life through this incarnation. I am so grateful for this new compass lens, only because everything now makes so much more sense. I moved to a place where time literally has slowed, and my body is in shock waiting for the pace to pick up. Its not picking up because Im not being immersed in the present, and writing is the only thing that slows my heart rate down. Im not the one in control, thank god. One day, this transit will be over, and it will move into the 9th house….the house of travel. I have a bucket list of traveling spots I want to go to, and have been punishing myself for not having the money to get up and go do it. But with my handy dandy new Transit Compass, Im not in a rush anymore. Im exactly where I need to be. Nothing is permanent, and the minute we stop creating, we can expect to stop breathing.

We are never truly alone- This one is a big one. I love being alone. I love being able to independently make financial decisions, big or small, when I have the means. Total Aries in the 8th house energy, but I hate asking for help, because there is always some nonverbal agreement being made. However, one of the main themes this transit is teaching is shared resources. I didn’t know this was part of the plan until this compass appeared. I chose to move down to be closer to my dad during a family crisis and under the false illusion I would have financial security. NOPE. The exact opposite has happened, and I feel shame guilt and inadequate, especially being SEVEN YEARS SOBER ALMOST WITH MY MASTERS DEGREE. If I were to go back to Idaho, I would still be in this transit of shared resources, and it would be a damn shame to waste this time with anyone else. I believe and trust wholeheartedly that if I need to be here with my dad. IF you only KNEW the history I have with my father concerning anything material in this world and SHARING IT WITH HIM. It’s like taking a candy from a baby. NO. due to our past relationship trails it has been triggering. But… this time it’s different. We are working on our relationship, our grief, our anger, our mental health, and expressing our fears, joys, annoyances, and actually listening and respecting each other. I lived next to my dad in Idaho for 3 years, as my NEIGHBOR. I was never able to talk to him about stuff the way I have been the last month. I truly am grateful for this experience because I finally have a parent who is parenting right now, and it’s so cool. (Even though im 36). My dad and I have a verbal agreement that once I am consistent with money coming in I will pay him back. This is my duty of service to the community, to share this experience that no matter what… someone will always hear a cry for help, its just who are you allowing to listen to this cry. Is that receiver gonna shame, add more stress, or deny your voice? Or is that person gonna hear you… comfort you… create space for more of you to cry out while they also share their own pain, so you can heal together. As a Virgo rising, my soul purpose is to be of service to the world , and a lot of us are in human services or medical fields or creating avenues for a more humanitarian world. But this transit is teaching us an intrinsic subconscious emotional memory that returns when the roles are reversed. Will we recognize ourselves in someone else years down the line, who felt alone, scared, broke, defeated over and over again… and are we going to listen or shut them up? We are never alone, and yes that can be scary for introverts, but its so sacredly powerful as a soul collective.